thou shalt not commit idolatry

idolatry

what comes into your mind when you think that or when i think that? golden calfs, statues, celebrities, music, sports- Friends, Love, Acceptance?

those last three seem out of place

but if i really thing about it i can see that all of them and even more have eclipsed my love of God and pulled my focus away from Him. I have ran after these things for soo long. I still catch myself running towards them. Longing to be loved, fearful of being left out, dying to be accepted

but the fact is i am more loved than anything, i belong to a glorious Kingdom, and I am a princess of that kingdom and My King LOVES ME AND WANTS ME TO BE HIS!

I have to remember that God is a jealous God and i cannot lust after the things of this world but run and embrace the love and belonging that He has for me.

trust

TRUST

how can one little word be so scary, be so hard, be one my my biggest struggles?

I am learning to trust, it is a long process and something that is hard for me. It is soo hard to give up my drivers seat to the perfect driver. But i am working on it.

I pray that God helps me to trust completely and wholeheartdly...to let go and just trust.